Review: The Maze Runner (film)

[NB: Originally this was going to be posted months ago, but I’ve only just gotten the files restored to me from a sudden laptop crash, so I’m posting this now.  There’ll be three parts, each looking at a movie in the Maze Runner trilogy, based off the books by James Dashner. Also spoilers!!]

Everyone has things they do for the people they love. Between me and my best friend/roommate, this often translates to “you’re coming to this movie with me, I have already bought the tickets.” My best friend dragged me to see this movie when it hit theaters and she’d already made her way through the books. I’d decided not to read the books until after all the movies were out, because that way she gets to see my reactions to things as they come and without the foreknowledge of what happens in the books. It’s not something that happens often, I’m generally the one who’s read all the books beforehand.

Official Movie Poster (taken from the Maze Runner Wikia)

So we go to see this movie (I’m on my fourth or fifth rewatch and we’re watching it and Scorch Trials before we see Death Cure opening day. She has the tickets and I’m nowhere near emotionally prepared for this, but hey, that’s why we carry tissues and sit in the back of the theater) and I was then and am now continually blown away by parts of this movie.

My first impression was that this was someone for whom Lord of the Flies made a deep impression on. And on the surface, there are a lot of similiarities between Golding’s book and this movie. Group of boys in a secluded place, no actual adults, having to figure out how to survive. The themes of nature vs nurture and order vs chaos are heavily seeded through both works and both of them deal with the concept of the loss of innocence and refuting the idea that ignorance is bliss.

That’s about where the similarities end, because Maze Runner goes places that Lord of the Flies doesn’t. Lord of the Flies gives us a very small isolated view of a single set of incidents with a single group. Maze Runner starts there and like an umbrella expanding outward when you release it, takes that single group and those single set of circumstances and unfurls them outward into a universe that gives us both context and depth for why this even came to be.

There’s a lot to unpack in the movie.

We’re introduced to the world through the eyes of Thomas, who we first meet in a box ratcheting up somewhere, with no way to know how he got in there, where it even was, or why. We get the partial answers to these questions slowly throughout the first ten-fifteen minutes of the movie. There’s a maze, it’s all boys, there are two rules for the society there (do your share and never hurt another Glader), etc. You get your name back after the first day or so. Oh yes, in case you forgot that you were in a science-fiction film, the memories of the kids in the Glade have been taken away. None of them remember life before the Box and the Glade. They are a blank slate, allowed only to keep one thing from their previous lives.

Their name.

Names are essential to personhood. They’re allowed to keep the one small cornerstone of themselves that keeps them viable subjects. Because no matter how much they look like people, the movie also slides in hints here and there that they aren’t. People have rights. Subjects in experiments only have what they are allowed to have. The Gladers are lab rats, subjects to be studied and poked and prodded however the experiment requires them to be.

Some of the clues about this being one giant science experiment are subtly placed, some very much aren’t. The Maze itself, for example is a huge glaring indicator-it looks exactly like the mazes used in science films and clips about all kinds of scientific testing, using rats as the subjects.

The Glade itself looks a little idyllic. They’ve made the most out of a strange and confusing situation. They’ve got crops and shelters and everybody does their share. They get supplies from the Box, but clearly the supplies are there to supplement what they’ve got going on now. Also, there’s no mention of seasons either, of actual weather. We know it rains on occasion but there’s not a single mention of winter or putting stores away for the cold weather. So there’s another hint about the overall setting of the movie – clearly something has happened to where the climate has changed so drastically that the normal weather patterns are a thing of the past.

We come back to shades of Lord of the Flies when Alby mentions that there were dark days in the beginning and they had to work hard to get where they are now. There’s the loss of innocence theme again, Alby was the first one there and then once more kids started coming up in the Box, things changed. Dynamics changed, had to be revisited and revised. We don’t know how these kids got there or why, though from the memory loss, we can speculate at this point that these kids weren’t consulted about their participation in this experiment at all.

Thomas, like the audience, isn’t satisfied with just Alby and Newt’s explanation, he’s curious and needs to know more. His continual drive to get the answers and know more and understand is the chief catalyst for literally everything to do with this franchise. So we hit one of the central themes of the movie, that knowledge/understanding isn’t free and there’s a cost to pay for it. You can’t go back to who you were before your eyes were opened to the knowledge and understanding you’ve acquired, even if you want to. Knowing things comes with benefits and consequences and sometimes those consequences don’t always hit you, sometimes they hit the people you love. Sometimes that means losing people you love, sometimes that means you lose the safety and security of the life you were beginning to have. So the question comes down to “is it worth it?” For Thomas, the answer is yes. For some of the other Gladers, the answer is no.

Going back to the idea that this is one huge science experiment: Thomas’ appearance in the Glade is the beginning of the end for the peaceful existence of the Glade. He’s a variable placed into the Glade to see what happens. His appearance is a sign that the experiment is wrapping up. The daytime appearances of the Grievers, Thomas’ rash decision to go after Alby and Minho, the killing of one of the Grievers and then the attacks on the Glade itself are all signs of the endgame here, none of which might have happened if Thomas hadn’t shown up. Another variable is in what Minho and Thomas learn from the Griever corpse – the opening of a doorway that will get them out if they don’t all die first.

Teresa’s appearance in the Glade, which gives us another divergence from Golding’s book. Lord of the Flies had no women or girls on the island. Here, we see an additional set of variables in Teresa’s arrival, she’s the last one coming up in the box. There will be no more supplies or additional Gladers after her. She  has two vials of the antidote to the Griever poison in her pocket. She also has Thomas’ name. So we know straight off the bat, that she’s different, there’s something else about her. The experiment is ratcheting up the number of things thrown at the Gladers. Clearly, the whole stay and wait it out in the Glade idea is no longer an acceptable course of action for the people behind the screens. One way or the other, things will change for the Gladers.

Thomas’ main antagonist in this movie is a fellow Glader, Gally, who while he is definitely an antagonist and you are supposed to dislike him on that front alone. I can’t. Gally, for all that he comes off as a jerk, is someone who actively cares for the Glade and his fellow Gladers. Almost as much as Newt and Alby care (and they are the Dad and Mom figures for the rest of the Gladers). Thomas is a threat to him and to the Glade and he reacts appropriately to that assumption. Gally’s criticisms of Thomas aren’t really off-base either, there is some merit to them, which is why I can’t hate him. He’s doing exactly what he feels he needs to, in order to protect what he sees as important.

So they have to fight to get out. And it’s in this fight that we really get a small glimpse at what’s behind the curtain, what on earth could have possibly led to these harsh conditions being necessary. Because as harsh as the Glade was, the outside world is worse by several orders of magnitude.

The performance put on by Ava Paige and WCKD (the World Catastrophe Killzone Department) is masterful. The idea that these kids who have just fought their way out of the maze, only to find that they were being surveilled and treated like rats in a maze are being told that it was all for a purpose. That this all happened for the greater good. We also find out a little more about the world outside of the Maze. She flat out acknowledges that they tampered with their memories here as she’s telling them about the sun scorching the world and then the Flare virus taking over. The Maze Trials were only the first step in trying to find out what makes the Immunes different from the regular uninfected humans (what’s left of them). She warns them against the potential enemies that WCKD has and reminds them that WCKD is “good.” A speech designed to inspire them with the idea that this was for a purpose, that they were trying to save the world and that they (the Gladers) are very important. It’s amazing use of propaganda.

Then right after that, we have the whole thing with Gally showing up, injured and out of his mind with the poison from the Grievers as a clear sign that there’s no going back to the Glade now. They can only go forward. The well has been poisoned, it’s time to move on.

Chuck dies and Gally is breathing his last when the “rescue” ‘copter shows up and the strange men with black gear and weapons come to shove all the remaining members of the group that came with Thomas out of the maze base and into the ‘copter.

“You’re all safe, kid. You’ll be alright now.” As the camera pans out and we see just how staggeringly large the maze is and then our first actual glance of the wreckage the world has become, your breath catches.   A cold sort of dread starts to seep in as we see Ava Paige, hale and hearty, at the board meeting, talking about Phase Two. That dread that steals in as you realize the movie is over, but the danger isn’t done yet for these kids. That this thing, this project, is so much bigger than you might have originally considered.

It’s the perfect tee up to the next installment, The Scorch Trials.   Stay tuned for that review post coming up soon.

Good Friday and An Update

It’s Good Friday and I honestly feel like I am missing time or something because how can it already be Easter time?  It was just Christmas an eyeblink ago.

That’s not even mentioning the fact of when Easter is actually falling and Lord, Himself Up High has a sense of humor and that’s no mistake.

I will be alone yet not alone this holiday.  My charming roommate is off at a con, making us all proud (and I’ve already heard from people about my absence being noted etc etc) and my parents have plans with their churches.

I am considering on how I want to celebrate this holiday. If I want to try and make it to church with my parents which involves getting up pretty much with the dawn if I want to join them at their church.   If I want to try and marshal my strength to attempt one of the churches nearer to me.   Or if I want to have a private service by myself in the backyard.

The not-alone part comes from the fact that I’m spending Saturday and Sunday afternoons with my parents.  Mostly hanging out and watching things and just being together.    I know that my lack of a dedicated church home bothers them, but there’s too much right now that I still have to work through before I can come back to that search.  That is its own post.

So I am weirdly in between for this weekend and it might turn out to be a good thing, letting my brain untangle several things it’s been pounding on as I attempt to let my body rest as much as I can.   Fear isn’t the mind-killer for me, Depression/Anxiety are and they’ve been hitting harder this week.   I endure, but it takes its toll.   I haven’t really been writing this week, but I’ve been burning through books at some thing like my old college pace.  So far this week I’ve gone through at least 3 800+ page books, which tells me that while part of my brain is still struggling to fight back through the fog, the other creative parts are alive and kicking.

To everyone who celebrates,  Happy Easter and Happy Passover.   I hope it is everything you needed.

 

 

 

No Timeline for Grief

So one of my mothers died two weeks ago and we’d been on deathwatch for 3 weeks before that. It was impossible to go back home for many reasons so we kept going as best we could until it happened and then we were able to take some time (thank God for jobs with bereavement leave) and go celebrate her life in a way that she would hve appreciated.

So we took a trip to New Orleans and it was eye-opening and cathartic and amazing. And then we came home and reality descended on us again.

Mom’s ashes showed up in the mail and it was like we reset back to square one on the grief cycle. Dr. Hawking died after living for five decades with the same disease that took Mom in under one.  Hopped forward two squares and then back three on the cycle.

So there’s a lot been going on. And it’s been exhausting in a way that didn’t leave a lot of time for anything that wasn’t focused on taking the next breath.

In coming back from the far place that grief takes you to, I’ve been nesting in some of my comfort fiction. So I’ve reread A Wrinkle In Time and the Fionavar Tapestry and several of my favorite longer fanfictions. Not all of them end happily, sometimes there’s a kind of comfort in just the space between spaces and a well-turned phrase in the mouth of a beloved character. Sometimes it’s a well-earned rest and a “You come too” that will never fail to make me cry. There’s a good cleanse in tears brought by a good book or fanfic.

I’ve also picked up and finished and re-read a poetry collection by Amanda Lovelace, titled “the princess saves herself in this one.” It’s raw and powerful and truthful in the kinds of ways that good poetry often is. I couldn’t put it down and then it was over too quickly so I started back at the first page. I would definitely recommend this to anyone (though mind the trigger warnings at the beginning of the book) who enjoys good poetry or the lightning effect of spoken truth to power briefly captured in verse.

So it’s been a bit of a time lately and I’m only just now really coming back to being. It’s a slow process and I’m impatient, so I have a tendency to run faster than I can actually handle and therefore set myself back further than where I had started.

So be kind and patient with yourselves.   Treat yourselves gently, you’re worth it.   And if you’d care to, leave a favorite comfort fic/book/album/show in the comments.

On the Other Side Of February…

Having a day job is a blessing most days, but damn if sometimes it can get in the way of writing. Especially when it comes to having the energy to actually sit and write. This goes double for when you are disabled.

So yeah, when last we left the Lone Ranger, we’ve had some truly horrible family news that I’ll go into detail later on when I can, suffice to say it’s a situation that all too many people are familiar with and who I deeply wish that no one ever had to go through this. I have also lost not one but both the laptops that I had been using for writing and working. Both of them were definitely older than laptops generally live, one was five years old and one was closer to ten years old, both had linux on them, and bless, I do love that operating system. Both of their screen died completely and the drives are being sketchy, so plugging in a separate screen to get stuff off them isn’t working as well as I hoped.

So I’m writing this from a shiny new Dell Chromebook style thing. At least I had some of the tax return left.

But in the writing realm, it’s been a little harder of a slog than normal. The depression has been hitting very hard. February is historically a horrible month for me, so really the best part of the month was getting to see Black Panther. I can’t wait until I get to see it again. It was…indescribable how much everything was so good and so necessary and so brilliant. I need this to have its own separate franchise – it was that good.

I’ve also been reading when and where I could. Sometimes being too tired to write also means too tired to read. I have a stack of books that deserve longer reviews and I’ll do them – it just may take some time. Two of the books I’ve read have been Gray Widow’s Walk and Gray Widow’s Web by Dan Jolley (full disclosure, I know Dan in the way that panelists at cons know each other. You sit on more than one panel together, etc. ). Also, these books are fantastic, I couldn’t put them down and blitzed through them so fast and then re-read them. They’re fast paced and fun and horrible and amazing in the same ways that comics are, which isn’t so much a surprise since Dan’s also a comics writer. These books have a kickass female hero, a fascinating set of twists and turns, and his prose makes me sit and gasp or laugh or just marvel at the sentence structure (writers who read other writer’s books get hung up on weird things, what can I say?). Anyways, these books are awesome. So if you like Black Widow or Wonder Woman or Jessica Jones or Shuri…give these books a try. I think you’ll love them.

There’s a third book on the way too and I am EXCITE.

The other major thing that I did this month was write and submit a thing to a place and maybe it’ll get in and maybe it won’t, but I’m super proud of myself for submitting it. It was non fiction and pretty personal which just made the submitting jitters that much worse. More on that when I can.

Disability Day of Mourning 2018

Today is the Disability Day of Mourning. The day we take to remember all the disabled people who have been murdered by caregivers, parents, relatives, etc for nothing other than the fact that they were disabled.

It’s especially poignant this year because with HR620 weakening the ADA, the fights over the ACA, and then FL’s Baker Act being overhauled and the fact that with the recent shootings, mental health stigma is at an all time high and both the mentally ill and the disabled are currently being demonized more in the press.

There’s talk here and there about asylums and institutionalization and I can’t help but wonder how many more people are going to lose their lives or just up and disappear and we never really know what else happens to them.

I wonder if it’ll be me one day.

See;

I don’t need to be cured.
I don’t need to be fixed.
I won’t allow you to ignore me.
I won’t allow you to minimize me.
I don’t have to earn my personhood.
I’m not worthless.
I’m not broken.

I won’t be silent.  Because;

I AM disabled.
I AM a user of adaptive tech.
I AM a person.
I AM whole.
I AM worthy of respect.
I WILL defend myself and my peers.
I WILL call you out on your ableism.
I WILL keep advocating for accessibility.

Today we light a candle and say the names of the dead. Tomorrow we keep fighting.

Passing Though: Narnia and Every Heart A Doorway

Here is a post I wrote about a year or so ago for a different blog, but it was on my mind today so I figured I’d repost it.

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I’ve told people this before. But I’ll say again and I’ll put it here in writing so that it’ll live on after me.  If I manage to find a secret door to someplace fantastic or happen to walk into 1920’s Paris randomly after midnight, I won’t be coming back.  I know somewhere it says that the true mark of the hero’s journey is that he/they return to tell people about it and the wisdom that they learned…and that not doing so is sometimes seen as cowardice or a failed hero etc…

I’m okay with that actually.

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It always bothered me when people got to be kings and queens and then tripped over something and got shoved back home, back to the bodies they’d had at the beginning of the story before their Adventures.  Because that just wasn’t fair at all.  They lived those years, they earned those wrinkles and scars and it was in essence being stolen from them in the worst kind of way.   Where they retained the minds and the memories, but not the physical trappings that went with those changes.  Because it’s cheating and it’s not right.   Narnia is the biggest example of this and probably one of the most used examples, I’d wager, because of Susan.

Susan is seen as falling away from the elite number of Earthbound Narnians. That she tells them it’s all in their heads and the silly fantasies and games that they used to play as children etc.   This is seen as a Bad Thing and not to emulated and as a little kid, I couldn’t wrap my brain around why she would do that.  It wasn’t until I got older that I started to understand it more and more.   The cruelest thing in the world is to have your heart’s desire and then have it taken away and  you never being able to get it back.   Queen Susan the Gentle was the most beautiful Daughter of Eve in all of Narnia and a good many of the surrounding lands.  To have grown up there with that kind of stature and influence and then be shoved straight back into your preteen/teen body that you’d started in back in the place you’d been shoved because you couldn’t stay with your parents because there was a war and London was constantly being bombed.  To have healed from a lot of that and then get rudely shoved back, and yet not returned to the same exact mindset.   The Pevensies retained all their memories of their time in Narnia.   To go from being a woman grown and in control and used to having that power and influence to the awkward preteen/teen years where you are no one special and no one has to give you the time of day, much less anything more than that.

It’s one hell of an adjustment.

Then it gets worse. They’re able to go back.  Except it’s not the same Narnia as the one they left.   It hasn’t been that long in Earth time but it’s been hundreds of years in Narnia.  The time differential there is extreme.   Still.  They’re able to go back and it’s glorious until it isn’t.   Until they go through all the trials and troubles of this new adventure and then the worst news of all happens.   This will be the last time Susan and Peter can come to Narnia and they’re not allowed to stay behind and just not leave.

Again she has to go back.  Again she has to adjust.  There’s a whole mess of gender issues here with these adjustments, because where being older than your years, clever, ambitious, and forthright is becoming in men, the same cannot be said of girls.  Peter and Edward will go farther than their peers might because of some of this.  Any of those qualities in women are frowned upon. Susan held the title of Gentle and beautiful, but those hands were not milk-soft. She had archer’s hands and was never one to suffer fools gladly.

She had a much much harder climb back to “normal”  than her siblings did.  Lucy had some of it but she was younger and flights of fantasy are acceptable in younger girls and not as acceptable when you are approaching womanhood.  There was an age gap there between the two female siblings that probably seemed like a huge gulf at times.  Because context, as women know and know well, context is everything.    So yes, the fact that “Susan fell away”  is completely understandable once you see the context of the time she lived in, the stark realities of what was done to her, not once but twice, and you have some basic concept of trauma recovery.

Bear with me, there’s a reason why this came up.

So I finished Every Heart A Doorway.   And it’s the sort of book that is amazing and grand and painful like glass shards in your heart.  Where you are grateful for the bleeding wounds because it tells you you are still alive. Cause I’m 30 and I’ve been reading for 27 years and this is the first book where someone like me was prominently featured and they used our terms and our language and it was just nice to see that.  But I’m also the kid who has never ever stopped opening every single wardrobe and linen closet and cupboard in the hopes of eventually finding a door to somewhere else. To this day, I still do that and that was a thing that made this book simultaneously grand and also like mirror shards in my heart.

This book has a prominent character who is asexual. Who uses that term specifically and it isn’t played for laughs or shock value.  It’s there and it’s normalized.  It’s not something to be fixed, Nancy’s not considered broken because she doesn’t want sex.    Words cannot describe how much just that alone meant to me.

And then there’s the  setting.  A home, a therapy home for kids who fell through cupboards and wardrobes to wondrous, terrifying, amazing places and then came back to Earth.   Got shoved back to Earth and just like Susan, either cannot go back at all or just haven’t found the door back yet.  A home where it’s okay to be as you are,  it’s okay to have feelings about your Adventure, a place where you won’t be called liar for telling your story, where you went, who you saw.    It’s incredible and breathtaking and so bittersweet, like sampling good gourmet semi-dark chocolate where it takes you a long moment to sort through all the flavors blended into it.

This story is real in ways that a lot of books aren’t, it has a truth behind it and it doesn’t shirk away from difficult subjects.  It calls to mind  what Sherman Alexie said, about how the best kids’ books are written in blood.  This book is something I wish I had had twenty years ago.   Ten year old me would have benefited a lot from this book, maybe the years after wouldn’t have been quite so rocky and fraught,  maybe it would have just been rocky and fraught in different ways.  No way of knowing now.  Unless you have a time machine, and really if you do, we have MUCH bigger issues to solve than my weird sort of traumatic upbringing.     Having this now gives me a little balm, a little hope, relief that someone understands.  This book is proof that someone else understands what it’s like.

As it comforts me in some ways, it makes me bleed in others.  The line about the Door that was still waiting in the corner of a bedroom that would eventually fade away because its’ human had died…I had to stop there for a moment and remind myself that people need to breathe.    And my roomie was a little startled at my “Oh no, it’s [x]”  well before we ever find out who actually “dun” it.

Oh and Kade’s story shatters me because I hadn’t thought of it like that,  that the Faeries might not want a prince when they’d snatched a princess.  I am surprised that they didn’t murder him because Fae historically have very bad reactions to being “cheated” and this is the sort of thing that they would classify as that.

Weirdly, also the cocoa scene was harder on me than some of the others.

But I’d love to talk about this, hear what ya’ll who’ve read it have thought of it. Who you love and why?  What was hard and why if you feel like sharing.

Wednesday’s Child Is Full of Woe

In between work, health issues, and running around everywhere, I’ve been reading.

I’ve finished Unstoppable- the Joe Ledger Anthology and then also the latest Joe Ledger book, Dogs of War.

I’ve started The King in Yellow and Old Man’s War and I’ve finished a re-read of Kushiel’s Dart and A Wrinkle In Time, both of which were comfort reads during some of the more interesting days lately.

It’s always fun when you are perpetually dealing with the effects of a chronic illness. Though that’s a blog post for another day.

I’ve also started reading more of the Ursula K. Le Guin I own and I plan to buy what I don’t. So reading and re-reading those and plotting out how to acquire the rest. I am terribly sad that I won’t ever get to meet her now, on this side of the beyond. I came to her works later on, they weren’t part of my childhood mythologies and histories. I was introduced to them by a very dear friend of mine in my late teens-early twenties and it was a revelation.

She was everything that I had been looking for and never known what to ask for, and I’m unendingly grateful to my friend who gave me one of her books and said “read this.” Said friend of mine has done this for me a number of times, introduced me to authors and artists and films that always blow open my mind and horizons and make me think. Everyone should have a friend like this.

I’m still working through what it means to be in a world without the Great Lady who has inspired so many of us. Who was a shining beacon to so many of us.

So that’s where my brain is at the moment. Hopefully, your worlds and lives are well.

Book Reviews: Joe Ledger: Unstoppable, An Anthology

First, I should say, I have had the very great pleasure of meeting and talking with a few of the authors in this anthology in real live person.  Some of them are very dear friends.   I have also been reading the Joe Ledger series since the first book came out (and there’s a story behind how I got introduced to the series that will be its own post later on) and the idea of an anthology in the canon with the characters I love so much made me ecstatic.

Unstoppable cover (taken from Indiebound.org)

Now, if you have no idea who Joe Ledger is and you like weird thrillers with extremely plausible science (the type of ”no wait, that’s a real thing that is plausible and could happen…oh crap”)  then hie thee to a library or to your favorite bookseller.   They start off with a bang and just get better and better from there.   I’ve heard them  described as “comic books in novel form” and there’s some truth to that.   Jonathan Maberry is amazing at what he does and how he structures his books and it’s the best kind of thing to pick up one of these books and go for a ride down a fantastic, all too plausible rabbit hole.  He’s written an introduction to Joe and his world in the beginning of the anthology in case you want to pick up the anthology first for a taste of what the Ledger books are all about.

The anthology itself spans over the entire timeline of the canon novels and even includes a couple of crossovers with other book series, a thing that has added a few new books to the list of to be acquired.     These stories made me laugh, cheer, and in a couple places, cry (Three Times, by Jennifer Campbell-Hicks). All of the short stories in this anthology are amazing, but I wanted to focus on two of the stories that stayed with me the most.   The first being Mira Grant’s  Red Dirt, which is a short that takes place after the events of the second book in the series, The Dragon Factory, and if you know Mira’s writing…it’s flawless in how the prose grabs you and sucks you into the story she’s weaving.  You don’t read this short, you experience it.   Her sense of place is magnificent.   You can feel the despair and the heartache and the way that red dirt sticks to everything it touches.   It’s gloriously executed and a perfect coda to the second book.  It also made me sniffle for the remembering of certain events.

The second is actually my favorite out of all of them and it’s written by Keith DeCandido.  Ganbatte, features a member of Joe’s team, Lydia Ruiz who is one of the first members of an all-female SEAL fire team.   She is easily one of the most badass characters in the series and this story gives us a snippet into how she got to be a member of Echo Team.   Lydia is a hell of a martial artist and Keith’s own expertise in that field shows in this story.    It also touches on a sensitive topic around one of the people in Lydia’s life and while the situation is an all too real one, the outcome was one that I appreciated the hell out of as much as I simultaneously wished that situations like that would really end that way in actual life.    Just like with Mira’s story, you don’t read this one so much as you experience it.   You feel the wind in your hair, that smell you only get when driving on the overseas highway.  It’s easy to get into Lydia’s head, to see what she sees.   Ganbatte deepens your understanding of Lydia Ruiz as a character and a person.

So all in all, this anthology was exactly I wanted and hoped for.  Some of my favorite authors writing in one of my favorite series.   Definitely a book worth picking up if you haven’t already.  Get it here from your favorite indie bookstore!

An Update: Let The Water Flow

New Year,  new goals, fresh start to everything…it’s supposed to be an energizing part of the year right?    Sadly, I’ve spent whatever time I haven’t been at work or feeding the cats/myself pretty much sleeping or driving.    The reason for that goes back to Christmas really.    The holidays were great, my little brother flew in from Brasil just as The Lovely Housemate flew out to spend sometime with her family.    Christmas was really lovely and spread out over the weekend since we did Christmas with Housemate first and then normal Christmas Eve and Christmas with the parents, brother, and his Wonderful Girlfriend.

After Christmas was when it got interesting.   My day job is a payroll/garnishment specialist and while my job is amazing and I honestly love what I do…to work in payroll during the holidays is never a cake walk.  There are three months out of the year where it kind of sucks to be a payroll specialist, for the pure and simple fact that everything is super crazy and super high stress due to a couple of factors beyond anyone’s actual control (December, January, and April, in case you were wondering).    So with it being Year-End and having a couple of people out, the last week of December was more brutal than most.    Add to that, the fact that the temperatures in Tennessee started dipping down into the single digits and it was pretty hard just making it through for someone who doesn’t have pressure/weather-sensitive chronic pain.

And then it got interesting.   My parents’ are moving because the renovation of their upstairs is starting this next week AND they had to deal with an unexpected massive water leak as well as their furnace being broken.   My father was also gone for a week to visit his family and help his sister out for a short while.   So it was Mom, my brother, the Wonderful Girlfriend, and I working to get as much as we could moved downstairs or packed up and shoved to the upstairs balcony so that when Dad got back, there wasn’t that much left to do.   Got the vast majority of stuff moved downstairs/packed up and Mom got the leak handled.

However since the furnace still hadn’t been fixed yet ( the parts were wrong several times in a row), they had space heaters and the wood burning stove going constantly so that they didn’t have any of their pipes freeze in our almost subzero temperatures.   Which means that one person needs to be in the house at all times to make sure that the fire doesn’t die down too much and that the four-five space heaters don’t spontaneously spark and start fires.

So that meant instead of us hosting New Years Gaming, we packed everything up and put on a couple of extra layers and went up there for gaming fun.   Not a big deal, though I did make the Lovely Housemate drive (since I’d made four-five round trips up and back in addition to four trips to the airport and a full week’s worth of driving for work – I was a little tired).   Then came Tuesday and the realization that one of the three times we’d lost power on Tuesday had shorted out the power strip that the heat tape and heat lamp were plugged into for our water softening system and the pipes were frozen.

This is the first time since we’d owned our house that it had a) been THIS cold and b) we’d had any serious plumbing issues other than some flooding in a few places.

So begins the week of literally trying everything we can think of to thaw the pipes including calling the plumbers twice and yet all they could tell us was that we’d have to stick it out and wait until the ground warmed up.  We were doing all the right things, the pipes were just frozen.

We hit up the store for jugs of purified water for hair washing and bottled water for drinking for both us and the cats and made do as best we could.   It’s been an adventure.

Yesterday (Saturday)  we gathered up laundry piles and shower gear and headed up to the parents’ place to shower and do laundry since their water was still nice and hot and they’re always happy to have kids drop in.   Hung out, watched some movies and shows in between actual showers and laundry being done.

Today, their furnace got fixed and then we got some water flowing back into the house.  So progress right?

Until the pipe burst.  Luckily, it’s a small pipe attached to the water softener and not one of the ones in the ground and the plumber has been called again and we’re on the list of stops he’ll make.  We haven’t been the only ones dealing with frozen or burst pipes in the last week or so.   So that’s been one of the things eating up all the spare time in between work, food, and transit times.

Hopefully, your New Years have started much less eventfully than mine has. Anyways, normal blogging should get back on track this week, providing the stars and my energy levels comply.    I’m currently in the middle of reading some of the Christmas books I got this year as well as a reread of Kushiel’s Dart because weirdly, that’s one of my comfort books.

I have several More Joy posts that will be appearing and some articles about various research type things I’ve been doing.

New Patreon Post Up!

The December Patreon story is up!  It’s a fun little portal fantasyish story set during Solstice.  If you’d like to check it out,  1$ gets you access to all the short stories.   The link is below.

https://www.patreon.com/DJGray

In other news, Happy New Year everyone!    There will be a more in depth 2017 recap post later but for now I leave you all with this picture of Laurens!Cat.